The Gold I See in You...

My name is André. I am a lion.
  • The gold I see in you is vulnerability.
  • The gold I see in you is honesty.
  • The gold I see in you is self discipline.
  • The gold I see in you is tenacity.
  • The gold I see in you is real man leading.
  • The gold I see in you is _________.
  • The gold I see in you is beauty.
  • The gold I see in you is your confident masculinity.
  • The gold I see in you is king of the family.
  • The gold I see in you is defender of the weak.
  • The gold I see in you is courage.
  • The gold I see in you is strength.
  • The gold I see in you is a commitment to self improvement.
The Gold I See In You.MP3

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  1. Anonymous03 June, 2023 11:50

    This is Peter. I was so blown away by the gold the other journeyers saw in me. I cry when I hear that audio.. I'm gonna listen to it again .

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